Spacegeist

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released August 26, 2016

All songs written and recorded by Starover Blue, © 2016.

-Songs by Dirk Milotz and Kendall Sallay
-Synthesizer and guitar by Dirk Milotz
-Vocals and rhythm guitar by Kendall Sallay
-Bass by Max Rogers
-Ambient and lead guitar by Joel Zelaya
-Drums and percussion by Jerald Bittle

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-Mixed by Matt Wright
-Mastered by Doug Van Sloun
-Artwork by Terry Fan

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Track Name: Spacegeist
Shield me, hide me
I don't want to be seen
When the daylight leaves,
Come for me

It's too bright to see,
The world outside is blinding
I retreat to my shell
It's lonely

Whisper it, shout it
All I hear is white noise
Watch your lips moving
Slowly

"I'm still glowing"

I can see it
Watch it burn out
The moments quicken
The hourglass is turning, well

Find it in your heart
If you want to, stay
Or tell me you'll be back again someday
But I won't do it
I don't want to wait
No, my love has gone away

See through the sorrow
Lights of tomorrow

Shield me, hide me
I don't want to be seen
When the daylight leaves
Come for me

Step outside of your sleep
Silence all your darkness
Finally, a reprieve
For you only

"I'm still glowing"

Slow down the hourglass
Inside your heart
The shadows on the stars
Remembering when every gate
Was open

Find it in your heart
If you want to, stay
Or tell me you'll be back again someday
But I won't do it
I don't want to wait
No, my love has gone away

Shadows on the stars
Where we'd run and play
You told me you'd be back again someday
But I won't do it,
I don't want to wait
No, my love has gone away

Again...
Oh no.
Track Name: Summer Snow
Oh, look at these ashes all around my feet
They're falling, falling from the suicide machine
It went up and blew up
And came back down like summer snow
The planets and clouds burst
The years of work, I watched them go

I know, I know we aren't safe inside this shell
I had a feeling, I felt the pressure in my skull
I had this compulsion to bridge the worlds so far apart
I tasted fire, it stopped my heart
It stopped my heart

Goodbye to you, and you, and you
Please tell me that you all had wished me well

The rocket fire
My only one, my only dream
Within me, without me
The past life dream I'll never see
Track Name: Into the Labyrinth
Help me please, say anything
To ease this nagging feeling
All the while I’m down and out
I love your sympathy

But no, it’s really not enough,
It’s really not at all,
I know I need to change
I have truly made a mess,
Can’t live with my mistakes,
I see no other way

You’ve been living so hard
We’ll make it right
We’ll make it hurt a little less
You’ve been living so bad
We’ll make it better
We’ll put you back together fast

Help me please, improve upon me
Make me smile again and mean it
If you’re sure, I’ll take your word
Remove me from this feeling

If it’s really up to me,
I see no other way,
I know I need to change,
I have truly made a mess,
Can’t live with my mistakes,
I see no other…

You’ve been living so hard
We’ll make it right
We’ll make it hurt a little less
You’ve been living so bad
We’ll make it better
We’ll put you back together fast
All the secrets of the labyrinth
Oh, you’ll believe them in the end
You’ve been living so bad
We’ll make it better
We’ll put you back together fast
Track Name: Saturnine
Where are my memories?
Where are my thoughts to think?
My mouth will move to speak
And I’ll say nothing

Nothing that matters much
Nothing with feeling
Open my eyes to see
I’m just a gear in the machine

For all the things you dream
I’ve been imagining,
And in the final scene
Is mine the love undying?

Where are my memories?
Where are my thoughts to think?
Open my eyes to see
I’m just a gear in the machine

And when that feeling finds me
I run, don’t look behind me
Fast, between the shadows bleak
Miles to go in misery

I’m just a shell, I am
Can you tell the difference?
Love me, or take it back
I’m just a shell, I am

And when that feeling finds me
I run, don’t look behind me
Fast, between the shadows bleak
Miles to go in misery

Where are my memories?
Where are my thoughts to think?
I’m just a shell, you see
I’m just a gear in the machine
I’m just a shell, I am
I’m just a shell, I am

And when that failure finds me,
I run, don’t look behind me
Fast, between the shadows bleak
Miles to go in misery.
Track Name: Deus Ex Machina
I'm a shadow
I'm a spirit
Walk beside you
In the starlight
In the vapor
Disappear into

All the secrets I've been guarding
Holding out on you
I'm your mirror
What's inside me
Is inside you, too

In the final seconds now,
Turn the tables, get me out
Let me face no consequence

Deus ex machina
Deus ex machina
I am on the edge of something high

All these serpents
In your garden
Hiding out from you
In the starlight
They will surface
They will turn into

All the secrets I've been guarding
Holding out on you
I'm your mirror
What's inside me
Is inside you, too

In the final seconds now
Turn the tables, get me out
Let me face no consequence

Deus ex machina
Deus ex machina
I am on the edge of something,
Deus ex machina
Deus ex machina
I am on the edge of something high
Track Name: Old Believer
Go on, take it all
Vicious sounds and now
I can't remember all the things
That I'm sorry about

Underwater in the well
Looking for the old light
That dwells in the depths
Down so far

Well, together we are cursed
But apart I know it's worse
And I know you'll say "I'm so glad"
And it echoes like bells
At the bottom of the well
That I could hear, again

Do I shine?
Look up, old believer
Do I shine enough, old believer?
Do I, do I shine?
Ooh
Track Name: Solar
Go away
I won't see you
With your hollowed eyes
You are just a bag of bones
It's no fault of mine

Godspeed, wretched people
The end is nigh
I'm feeling old
I'm feeling tired
Don't have time

But ever when your water's running
You know that their throats are burning dry
Water falling through your fingers
Take it all for granted
Say, "it's mine"

Ooh

Go away
I won't see you
With your wounded eyes
You are just a lowly thorn
In His side

Cause ever when your water's running
You know that their throats are burning dry
Water falling through your fingers
Take it all for granted
Say, "it's mine"

Ooh

Go away
Go away
Go away
I won't see you
Track Name: Marina
Can you hear when I speak?
Oh, are you trying?
You're fast asleep
But do you dream inside the silence?

The hours creep
My mind is weak
Your heart's a lion

The way it sounds
The way it growls
Like an animal

Glow bright for me
Don't blow away
Just rest, rest
And come back to me
Who can tell?

Early in the afternoon
I became a petal on the water
Floating in the emptiness
Lilies and irises I follow

Sun and water fill the sky
I recall the flutter of your eyelids
And you shine brightly still
Brighter than I ever thought I'd see you

Glow bright for me
Don't blow away
Just rest, rest
And come back to me
Who can tell?
Track Name: Twelve Tides
Still, midnight on the beach
The glass streams
Cast by the moon
Calling from beyond the rocks

Mystery shapes
Filling your eyelids
Taking your farther
Into the abyss

See out past the reef
The fragments of my daydreams
Rise from the deep
Holding the pill to my teeth

Mystery shapes
Filling your eyelids
Taking your farther
Into the abyss

Ooh, what do you find?
Well, there's nothing hidden inside

Then you realize
That it tastes like nothing
Oh, when you realize
That it tastes like nothing
That you want

Why?
When the water was shaking
There, I was bound to see it
Wait
For the sun to rise and see
The daylight shines for me

Mystery shapes
Filling your eyelids
Taking you farther
Into the abyss

Ooh, what do you find?
When there's nothing hidden inside?

Then you realize
That it tastes like nothing
Oh, when you realize
That it tastes like nothing
That you want
Track Name: Golden Hour
All said
Will you love me like I want you to,
When it all goes bad?
Will you still love me?
Well I hope you do
In the aftermath

Even after that

Look me in the eye and say it's better
Oh when I fear it's worse
Look me in the eye and say it's better
In other words

Look me in the eye and say it's better
Oh when I fear it's worse
Look me in the eye and say you're sorry
In other words

Indifferent to waste
Indifferent to waste
Well, nothing stays

All said
Will you love me like I want you to,
When it all goes bad?
Will you still love me?
Well I hope you do
In the aftermath

Even after that

Oh, I wish...

I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish

I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish
For the golden hour

Then it's gone
It is gone.
Track Name: The Last Rose
Behold,
The last rose
Stranded there in time
As the leaves turn

Wake up
Your time blurs
And the seasons turn into echoes

Start over, please
Come and search for me

Forgive me now
Too down to draw the water out
Don't go leaving me
I'll go back to the factory

You were seeing the future
I was seeing the part of me
That was keeping me down
Don't go

We hold the white rose
Frozen there in time
It blooms in the winter

Start over, again
Who will search for me?
Start over, please
Come and search

Forgive me now
Can't see now that the power's out
Don't go leaving me
It's dark back at the factory

I loved you, for what?
Bit by bit, they took you apart
But I'll never go to sleep
When I know you're back in the factory

Forgive me now
Too down to draw the water out
Don't go leaving me
I'll go back to the factory

You were seeing the future
I was seeing the part of me
That was keeping me down
Don't go back to the factory.
Track Name: A Flower in Space
Fondly watching
Seasons passing
Always lovely
Never lasting

The way it looks from far away
Makes me wish that I had stayed
The way it looks from far away
Makes me wish that I had

Slowly breathing
Days are passing
Always lovely
Never lasting

I see your moon from far away
Makes me wish that I had stayed
The way it looks from far away
Makes me wish that I had

But when you go I wilt away
The scarlet, sundrenched water dries
If you return,
My flower face won't wilt away

Oh, when you go I wilt away
The scarlet, sundrenched water dries
If you return,
My flower face won't wilt away

Ooh

Standing still,
I am a flower in space
All alone I bloom there
Higher, and higher, and higher, and higher
Just wait

When I'm alone
I am a flower in space
Not believable, I know
I know

Standing still,
I am a flower in space
All alone I bloom there
Higher, and higher, and higher, and higher
Just wait,
You wait

When I'm alone
I am a flower in space
Not believable, I know
I know


I know
I know
I know
I know!